Reborn

 My dad was not perfect. He taught me a lot of bad habits. One thing he taught me though was not to hate. Do not hate the things you can not change. Do not hate people that look or act different. Do not change who you are because of hate. We are all of God. We all have things that are of him. Find the beauty in them. Learn from their culture. Make them apart of your own.

 If you wanted me.  You would be here.  You would not let me fail.  Hurt me if you must.  But contribute to my success.  I also release you from your obligation to me.  You are free.  Never forget that.  Don’t let the serpent take you.  He speaks so smooth. 

 Take my thumb.  Take my life.  It means little.  I just take care of the ones who need.  Just know we don’t need.  Love one another.  Take care of yourself first.  I care either way.  Because only I am imported at the moment.  Stop the tests.  I owe you that pinky. 

 Thank you all.  My guardian angels.  Whoever you are.  Just know I will not conform to be a tool.  I will always just be me.  Until the day I see the truth. 

 set me up if you must. but know I will not bow down to you. blackmail does nothing to me. I will forgive you. I deserve anything that comes to me. If that is the will. So be it I can not see the future.

 Doing things for people makes me happy.  Feeling like I have to makes me sad.  Where is the in between.  The take and give of life.  How do you find that balance.

 Call me what you must.  Say what you will about me.  To everyone you know.  I am a man.  Someone who makes mistakes.  But I do not feel that weight on my shoulders.  I just feel the weight of everyone who comes around me.  It is like it becomes apart of who I am.  I know it isn’t.  But the pain reaches me even when you don’t say it.  I care.  I know that means very little in the material world.